So the scene that I posted from Divergent really spoke to me because I said that to a few guys whom I was dating. I’m just sad that none of them even tried to understand why I asked for that. They just wanted to plunge right into a relationship or even have sex, which made me realised how messed up they were. They weren’t into me, they just wanted to possess me, claim ownership that “she’s my woman” and boost their ego in the process. I have to admit, I’m a freaking awesome catch - a goddess if you will.
I just need to rant it out because it does get lonely. I’m trying so hard to be strong and independent but I miss that feeling of being able to plunge into the abyss with someone I trust with my life.
"It’s okay, I already got my spot on the floor," - Four
THIS HAS ALWAYS BEEN MY FAVORITE THING